Eventful

Ventured into writing for money, and that has mixed results for me to fully ignore writing anymore for money sake. Perhaps, like in one case, money should come inviting me to write. 

Satan Secretary has given a brief glimpse that she might be on a different route, but inadvertently she keeps coming back to her bad habits–a mark of satan. Again, I think ignorance would be my answer for one more semester.

Job has been exciting. Changes were made to my role, of which some I desired and some I dreaded. Part of the new role was getting jobs for students. I recently figured out that professionalism needs no neighbor, for someone showed me that jobs can be bought in deals for drools. It makes worthwhile presenting business in a suit and just case.

What I thought was an opportunity seems to catch up with the frog in the brew. I once tasted mediocrity, and I think I should add a little spine to change the taste of the brew that is getting ready in the next few months. I guess language that is shallow yet sweet is a reasonable solution. Why won’t you support this?

Can’t accurately figure out the reason why, but technological independence makes me feel having more time to critique. If it is good, I began critiquing myself. If it is bad, give me lucrative jobs.

Like every January that brings a new year, it brings to me destabilizing news, either happy or not. This January, I lost my lappy, bought a kindle fire; lost a relative, my friend is getting married; bought jobs for my students, struck a deal with a start up firm; wrote for money and gained, wanted more of it and lost. All in all, the month was eventful.

Lot in store for the next month, and there are targets I am chasing.

Pulling the extremes

I have recently been looking for God. And I can’t but smile at how he has created life and world. It all seems so fascinating. After my last post ‘God must be crazy‘, somehow I have begun to capture interesting things; if it is not premature, I might want, to say contrasting things. Let me pull together some of them to see if God convinces me to be an atheist now.

  1. Invitation to an event followed by a request to leave from the same, both from the same friend–the former was his intention, and the later was somebody else’s discomfort.
  2. I had people who appreciated my blog. And now, there are a few of them who want me to die (so do their comments say).
  3. My partner who, in the past, had put me almost like an exhibit introducing me to everyone she knows, wanted me to stay out of campus waiting her, requesting me not to come in.
  4. After a long time (it is too hard to recall when was the last time) I go to a temple, and the doors are closed. Following that, again after a long time (perhaps, it is in my fourth class I did this last), I put my hands on a cute little dog and felt inexpressible love for it. And just when I was about to leave the temple premises, the God had his doors opened; but I was so deeply involved playing with this little new friend of mine, that for a while I forgot I went there to pray God.
  5. While coming back, I see two groups of kids from two different sides of the road. They stay exactly opposite to each other. One group studies in a zilla parishad school whose total area is less than 300 sq. yards, while the other group studies in the biggest International school in Vizag. The smiles on their faces definitely had a difference.
  6. There was a time when money flowed through my hands and I did not care for it much. And today, I realize the importance of every rupee. I cherish the experiences I had as a child–just recalling so many ways we had to plan to spend that one precious rupee. And then I see how much the world has changed its economics over my little life span!
  7. The kid me, way back then, watched teleschool, chitralahari, rangoli, shaktimaan, ramanand sagar ramaayan, jungle book, and a lot more. All on one channel Doordarshan. Today, I smile–recalling that I have habitually blamed women for watching serials. How blinded I was with where I am, from what I am and from where I came!
  8. Not to mention, but you need to believe this; especially if you have known me only since the last year or two. I was cold, straight, and mean, all before my quitting from Satyam (May be some of my old buddies could tell me how I was). And somehow today, I have earned people who ask me how I manage to smile almost always. I still do not know the answer to it, but that change itself is so amazing to me.
  9. The generally apathetic my self moved beyond, today. And my partner feels I am like God. Surprising even to me!!

God. Wherever you are, read this. That isn’t good enough to take me on your side. You need to do better than that. Don’t amaze me when amusing is fine. It is even better if you show yourself for once for a discussion. What do you say?